Hurt

Tears......
Tears......
They keep flowing
It's a never ending stream...
My eyes are tired,
My body weak
For the tears have drained my strength

So I sit starring into space
Into the unknown......
Wondering..........
What do you see?

Can you see my pain?
My hurt?
My tears?

Can you see my faults?
My mistakes?
My sins?

Can you see that I'm sorry?
Can you analyze my deepest thoughts?

I try!
I try really hard to live my life up to your standards--
Up to His standards

And every time I reflect, I beat myself for having deceived you
For having failed you......
For having gone so low

I know that I'm in dire need of help.........

That is why I cry.........

In hopes that both you and He can forgive me......

Please tell Him to ease this pain of loosing you.....
Please tell Him to wipe my tears.....everyone of them.....

But it's not until I see your face again that I will truly be happy
It's not until He takes me into His arms and forgives me, that I will truly be complete


Please let it be soon.....

Copyright 2004 Liz